cross (somebody has) to carry

A difficult responsibility or burden that someone must handle on his or her own. I really don't want to take out student loans, but it's the cross I have to carry in order to further my education.

Common Names:

Name	Pronounced	Usage
Dewydd	-	Welsh (Archaic)
Earline	URL-een	English
Teimuraz	-	Georgian
Jonah	JO-nə (English)	English, Biblical
Jeannette	zha-NET (French), jə-NET (English)	French, English, Dutch
FÉLix	FE-leeks (Portuguese)	French, Spanish, Portuguese